This contains my very own personal diary. Some of it is probably really boring to some of you, but if I can just touch one person who will gain strength out of my experience, then this was worth the doing. A lot of my "misery" was self-inflicted and looking back I wish I could've seen that, but I sure didn't. My low self-esteem kept me in a cage for years and made me miserable. I am glad though I went through all of my experiences, cause they made me who I am today. One thing I would like to say to each and everyone: "There's always a light at the end of the tunnel, even if you can't see it at the moment"